Newest essay · Perception
You Have Never Felt Your Own Touch (Efference Copy)
Two kids in a schoolyard shove each other, and within three rounds both are screaming that the other one hit harder. Neither is lying — they are both telling the truth.
Subject
You go blind every time you move your eyes, your memory rewrites itself on replay, and you have never once felt your own touch. Every one of them measured.
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